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Nicaragua’s Historic solidarity and double standards

Nicaragua takes Germany to court: text of a speech given at the Camp for Gaza


12/04/2024

When I first heard that Nicaragua is taking Germany to court for aiding and assisting Israel in the genocide in Gaza, I had two immediate thoughts. First, how amazing is it, that someone is holding the German state accountable for their actions! Second, why the hell does it have to be Nicaragua?

Because not many people know what is going on in Nicaragua, I want to take this opportunity to talk about the context in which the Nicaraguan state has filed this important case against Germany at the ICJ. Firstly, I want to state that even though I have lived and worked in Nicaragua and with Nicaraguans for the last 10 years, I speak from my very personal perspective as a white German woman. That I am able to speak quite openly about this topic without endangering my livelihood or that of my loved ones is a privilege most Nicaraguans don’t have. Not only because of the repression by the German state, which we are all aware of, but also because of repression by the Nicaraguan state.

The people of Nicaragua have a historic connection with the Palestinian struggle against occupation and oppression. As a Nicaraguan friend of mine said: “we know what it means to be under occupation, we have lived the violence of war and oppression and have felt it in our bodies. We don’t have the privilege of westerners to talk about these atrocities from a distance. This makes it near impossible for us not to stand in solidarity with the Palestinian people.”

During the Revolution against the US-backed Somoza dictatorship and the Contra War in the 1970s and 80s, the Sandinista National Liberation Front held close personal, political and economic relations with the Palestinian Liberation Organization. In 2017, the 4th Congress of the Palestinian community in Latin America and the Caribbean was held in Managua, where the Nicaraguan government expressed its continued support for the Palestinian people and their struggle for national autonomy. In 2010, Nicaragua severed diplomatic ties with Israel (which were later resumed) and in 2019 Nicaragua opened an embassy in Ramallah, Palestine. In this context, opening a case against Germany as one of the strongest supporters of Israel in the ongoing genocide makes perfect sense and is a testament to this historic solidarity. Of course, there are also many geopolitical considerations that influence Nicaragua’s decision for filing the case, which are not mentioned here.

At the same time, it is important to recognize the hypocrisy of the Nicaraguan government which demands the respect of international humanitarian law and human rights in other parts of the world while simultaneously perpetrating crimes against humanity in their own country. Daniel Ortega, the current president, has long strayed from the Sandinista ideals of freedom and equality for the Nicaraguan people. Since his election in 2007, the former revolutionary leader has systematically eliminated all political opposition and centralized all state power onto himself and his family – mostly his wife and, since 2016, vice-president Rosario Murillo.

Since 2018, when massive popular demonstrations against the government were violently repressed and resulted in over 350 deaths, Nicaragua constitutes an openly totalitarian dictatorship. Numerous unconstitutional laws sanctioning all political opposition as “terrorism“ and “treason“ have been passed. Last year Jan Simon, Chair of the UN Group of Human Rights Experts on Nicaragua, which presented an extensive report on the human rights violations in the country, stated:

We can conclude that widespread and systematic human rights violations that amount to crimes against humanity – and are motivated by political reasons – have been committed against civilians by the Nicaraguan Government since 2018. […] They have been weaponizing the justice system, weaponizing the legislative function, weaponizing the executive function of the State against the population.”

The UN report identified a pattern of more than 100 extra-judicial executions carried out by agents of the National Police and members of pro-government armed groups as well as several hundred cases of torture and arbitrary detentions.

Because of participation in the protests or even political statements online criticizing the current dictatorship, people have been harassed, lost their jobs, have been denied healthcare, were expelled from universities and had all their academic records wiped. Over 300 people have been officially stripped of their citizenship and lost all access to their belongings, rights, and even their birth records, leaving them not only state-less, but also placing their whole families in precarious situations. Many more have had their passports confiscated and have been denied exit or entry into Nicaragua.

Meanwhile the government is still increasing the repression. Since 2018, almost 4,000 NGOs have been closed and/or forbidden, such as all human rights organizations, environmental groups, feminist organizations, etc. Well over half a million people emigrated in the last 6 years not only because of political persecution, but also because of economic reasons. In a country with only 6 million inhabitants, that means that roughly 10% of the population has left the country! It is important to note, that the Ortega-Murillo family and government not only control public spaces, but also all media outlets and school curricula, making independent or dissident organization in the country nearly impossible. There is no independent press left within the country and in the last year many private universities have been closed or converted into public ones.

Apart from the crimes directly related to political opposition, I also want to mention the systematic repression of the indigenous peoples living in Nicaragua’s Caribbean Coast, which has been going on for decades. In theory, the Miskitu, Sumu-Mayangna, Garifuna and Rama-Kriol peoples and their rights are protected by law. Their territories are officially recognized, and they have political autonomy over them. In reality, these rights are barely respected.

Especially in the two biggest natural reserves of the country (Bosawas and Indio Maíz) which are part of the autonomous regions and territories, there have been continuous conflicts around land. Mostly poor, non-Indigenous farmers from the pacific and central regions are illegally entering these areas, chopping down trees to sell the lumber, establish cattle farms, or sell the land. The government does little to nothing to protect the communities against these colonos (colonizers) and there have been many cases where it even actively encouraged them, for example by promising “free” land for party supporters. The government also actively benefits from the cattle ranching that comes after the massive deforestation. Especially in the North, there have been many violent assaults of armed colonizers against Indigenous communities. In 2021, one of the most gruesome attacks against a Mayangna community resulted in at least 13 deaths, including a 6-year old child, while some women were sexually assaulted before being killed. The police did nothing.

This is the political context in which the Nicaraguan state filed the case against Germany. While no nation-state in this capitalist system is a moral one, and double standards can be found everywhere, the blatant violations of human rights by the Nicaraguan government and their open dismissal of international institutions greatly diminish the credibility of their claim against Germany. I personally cannot help but feel cynical when hearing Nicaraguan representatives demanding respect from Israel for these same human rights as well as international humanitarian law.

Despite all of this, I want to reiterate the importance of the ICJ case. Whatever Nicaragua’s intentions, it is incredibly important to hold Germany accountable for its complicity in the ongoing genocide in Gaza. It is so important not to stop talking about Palestine, and so important to confront the Zionist rhetoric we see in mainstream media. And I think the case against Germany can at least help do that.

We cannot let them get away with this any longer! We cannot let them use our tax money to fund this genocide!

Viva Nicaragua libre and free Palestine!

This is the text of a speech given at the Camp for Gaza outside the Bundestag. It has been edited for clarity. Reproduced with permission.

Estrel Tower: Berlin’s tallest building is laughing at you

The new hotel in Neukölln is a reminder that Berlin could build new housing – but investors prefer useless towers


10/04/2024

The building frame is slowly rising above Neukölln, as ominous as Barad-dûr with the Eye of Sauron from the movies Lord of the Rings. When it’s completed next year, the Estrel Tower will be Berlin’s tallest building, with 45 stories. It’s already impossible to miss, looming over every street.

This tower is an expansion of the Estrel Hotel right across the street. Germany’s biggest hotel opened in 1995, and strangely, it’s in the middle of an industrial area next to the Neukölln Ship Canal. The convention center is squeezed between a scrap metal yard and a factory for store-brand Nutella imitators. This is one of Berlin’s poorest neighborhoods: the White Settlement, a housing project next to the Estrel, has been systematically run down by private investors.

Right next to the hotel, the inner-city Autobahn A100 is cutting a deep path through the city. I always wondered: Why would someone who could afford a fancy hotel want to look down at the highway and the nougat creme plant? I found an article from ten years ago in nd, and Berlin’s ultra-racist former district mayor Heinz Buschkowsky thought this was a feature: you can basically drive your car right into the lobby! Plenty of German philistines want to hold a convention in Berlin – but without encountering any scary Berliners. Here, they can go from the parking garage to their hotel room without setting foot outside.

As Berlin’s housing crisis reaches ever-new heights, with the average student paying €640 for a room, the city has essentially given up on building apartments. The biggest landlord, Vonovia, has declared they have stopped all construction – it’s just too expensive, they say. Yet everywhere we see cranes for hotels and offices. Couldn’t people live in the Estrel Tower?

This is what makes the project so odious: As young people move from one six-month sublet to another, the bourgeoisie is erecting a monument to their own colossal indifference. “We know you need housing”, they yell at us from their tower, “but we don’t care”. Instead of construction, capital is now flowing into speculation with existing buildings, driving up prices and rents even more.

This is the context in which René Benko’s realty empire has collapsed. The Austrian billionaire has properties throughout this city – most famously the luxury department store KaDeWe. Rather, Benko had properties, as his Signa Group has entered bankruptcy. This is great news for Berliners: Neukölln will at least be spared a different useless tower, the reboot of the Karstadt palace at Hermannplatz.

As journalists sift through the ruins, we are learning how Benko went from a high-school dropout to one of the world’s top realty speculators, even snatching up the Chrysler Building. Benko’s skill set consisted in gaining billionaires’ confidence, making corrupt deals with right-wing politicians, and falsifying financial records. In the last few years, he got at least €700 million from German taxpayers. This money was supposed to “save jobs” at department stores – but it only ended up propping up a house of cards. Perhaps the money could have been sent directly to the workers, rather than to their exploiters.

I’m sure there are realty developers who are not sociopathic gamblers, mafia dons, and corrupt operators – I’m just not sure who they are. As Donald Trump goes on trial in the United States, his defenders remind us that his financial tricks are “used by every real estate developer everywhere on earth”, and “this has never been prosecuted”, in the words of the Canadian investor Kevin O’Leary. And that’s true. Yet if any of us used similar tactics to get a bank loan, we could expect to be thrown in prison. We just accept a certain amount of criminal behavior from the real estate sector.

If we want speculators to solve Berlin’s housing crisis, we’ll only get more useless towers. The only way to provide housing is to put it under public, democratic control. In a sense, this is our fault. This city’s rulers are clearly not worried about barricades going up. In fact, they feel so confident that they put up the Estrel Tower to mock us.

This is a mirror of Nathaniel’s Red Flag column in Neues Deutschland. Reproduced with permission

We Accuse!

Statement by the Organisers of the Berlin Palestine Congress

Between the 12th and 14th of April, the Palestine 2024 Conference will take place in Berlin. A broad coalition of Palestinian, Jewish, German and international activists will join together with experts, lawyers, journalists and academics of different backgrounds and nationalities to publicly accuse the German government of aiding and abetting the genocide in Gaza.

Israel is destroying Gaza and its population. As has been broadly acknowledged, we are witnessing a textbook case of genocide. The Israeli colonial project of domination over Palestine has escalated towards the total destruction of native Palestinian life in Palestine. By February 2024, 1.9 million people had been displaced. More than 30,000 Palestinians have been killed by the Israeli military. Infrastructure, hospitals, universities, schools, mosques, churches, administrative buildings and apartment blocks have been reduced to rubble. Hundreds of thousands suffer from hunger and have no access to clean drinking water or medicine.

Many western governments, especially those of the United States, the United Kingdom and Germany, are fully complicit in this horrendous, brutal and savage onslaught. These governments are failing to meet their obligations to ensure that the Geneva Convention mandates are observed. But what is worse, they are actively providing arms and economic support, as well as political and diplomatic cover for Israel’s atrocities. The state of Israel is committing grave crimes against humanity. Germany is complicit in these crimes.

During the course of what the International Court of Justice sees as a plausible genocide in Palestine, the German government increased its arms deliveries to Israel tenfold in 2023. In January 2024, with starvation looming in Gaza, the German government declared that it would stop its financial support for humanitarian aid to the Palestinians. Germany declares injustice to be just. Germany supports a genocide.

At home, the German state is reproducing a regime of occupation and disenfranchisement that the Israeli state has practiced against Palestinians since 1948. This historical rupture requires resistance. German politicians are endeavouring to cynically reinterpret history and justify their support for genocide under the slogan of “never again”. If they succeed in doing this without resistance, the unthinkable will once again become feasible in Germany.

The deafening noise of the bombardments in Palestine is only surpassed by the droning silence of German society. The genocide in Gaza is a turning point in German history. The German government is shamelessly supporting a genocide in full view of the international public. Democratic rights have been undermined in order to silence protests calling for a ceasefire. Freedom of assembly, freedom of organisation, freedom of the press and academic freedom are being massively curtailed.

At the same time, German corporate media, absolutely subservient to the German state and its defence of Israeli genocide as “Raison d’Etat”, openly violate article 20 of the International Covenant on Civil and Political Rights. They continually dehumanise Palestinians and their supporters in order to facilitate genocide, and disseminate war propaganda and stir up racial and religious hatred. All this constitutes an unacceptable incitement to discrimination, hostility and violence against every voice calling for a ceasefire, an end to the genocide, and respect for Palestinian lives. German institutions and the majority of German media are, in this light, collaborating to punish those who dare to speak out against atrocities.

Within the last few days and weeks, we have seen in the German press preposterous and baseless accusations against the Palestine Conference and its organisers and participants. “Antisemites plan hate summit in Berlin” (newspaper B.Z.),”Congress of Terror Trivializers”, “Antisemites of the world want to gather in Berlin” (Tagesspiegel and Berliner Kurier), and “Party Youth Organisations Call for Resistance to ‘Palestine Congress’. The planned anti-Israel ‘Palestine Congress’ in Berlin has been met with fierce criticism” (Der Spiegel). These are just a few examples of defamatory and criminalising headlines showing how the Palestine Conference is currently being misrepresented and lambasted.

The smear campaign is also reflected in its political counterpart: The Berlin Senate is currently considering banning the event. This deliberate repression of political activity by state authorities represents a clear threat to free speech and democratic principles. If Berlin authorities continue to pursue the repression of this conference, they will be threatening civil liberties in their own country, attacking the international legal system, and supporting what in our view amounts to genocide against the Palestinian people.

Over the past few days, individuals and organisations active in solidarity with Palestine have been subjected to intolerable forms of harassment and repression. Houses of activists and headquarters of organisations have been raided, some activists have been arrested without charge and their personal belongings confiscated. The German bank account of Jüdische Stimme / Jewish Voice has been frozen by its bank, which has demanded a full list of members’ names and addresses, in an alarming echo of history.

At the same time that this repression targets Jewish individuals and organisations, the rhetoric used to criminalise and target Palestine solidarity activists accuses them of “antisemitism”. This is a vacuous and twisted use of the term, which completely empties the term of its historical meaning, prevents a real dialogue about antiracism and represents an insult to the memory of the millions of victims of antisemitism throughout history.

In fact, The Jerusalem Declaration on Antisemitism (signed by dozens of scholars and experts from prestigious institutions) states that “supporting the Palestinian demand for justice and the full grant of their political, national, civil and human rights, as encapsulated in international law” is not antisemitic. Nor is the following antisemitic: “criticizing or opposing Zionism as a form of nationalism… or to support arrangements that accord full equality to all inhabitants “between the river and the sea,” whether in two states, a binational state, unitary democratic state, federal state, or in whatever form”.

The international movement of solidarity with Palestine is overwhelmingly motivated by a sincere opposition to all forms of racism, including antisemitism. For this reason, hundreds of thousands of Jewish people around the world have taken to the streets in opposition to Israel’s barbaric assault on Gaza, and numerous Jewish speakers are scheduled to speak at this conference.

The atrocious and indiscriminate violence targeting the 2.3 million Palestinians in Gaza, with the financial and political support of the German state and German media, can and must be brought to an end. In the aftermath of this genocide, these actors will also have to be held accountable. “Never again” must be for all peoples.

Marxism in the 21st century

Speech at the Cambridge Union, 29th February 2024


09/04/2024

We need a radical change. In the 20th century 86 million people died in wars. The 21st century began with the war on Iraq and today we are witnessing a genocide in Gaza. Climate change poses an existential threat to life on earth. Climate scientists now talk of the Great Acceleration, and Runaway Climate Change, the destructive impact of which can no longer be predicted. A report commissioned by the Pentagon in 2019, Implications of Climate Change for the US Army, found that the critical infrastructure in the US, including the power grid and the military itself, might not withstand climate events predicted not in 100 years, or 50 years but in 20 years’ time. This is the age of catastrophe, and catastrophe creates monsters.

Antonion Gramsci first gave a name to the age of monsters. He died in a fascist jail 1937, aged 46 having spent the previous decade in prison, so he knew what monsters looked like. In the 1930s, they looked like Stalin, Mussolini, Franco and Hitler. Today’s monsters are waiting in the wings, waiting for their chance to seize on the hopelessness, despair and anger born out of inequality, insecurity and injustice. If the centre cannot hold, people will look either to the right or the left. We have born witness to the Holocaust and so we know what threat the far right represents, but what alternative can Marxism offer?

Marx often wrote that capitalism was like a vampire, growing more powerful by sucking the blood from living labourers. Marx himself has also risen repeatedly from the dead, declared dead and buried then resurrected. Every time there is an economic crisis, as there was in 2008-9, every time there is a mass insurgency against the system, such as the Arab Spring of 2011, Marx is revived by perplexed commentator who wonder whether he was right all along.

In essence Marxism is based on making visible the two great divisions, two antagonisms, that shape society. Firstly, capitalists, those who own and control the means of making wealth, are locked into competition with each other. Competition creates technological innovation and creates new markets to make more profits. This process takes place with no concern for the negative consequences for human life, or that planet. Competition between corporations and nation states increasingly spills over into the drive towards imperialism and an era of endless war.

The second great division is that between the capitalist class and the working class. The capitalists are driven to intensify exploitation, and this pulls more workers, especially women, into the global workforce. Working-class people have no choice but to organise collectively to resist attacks on their living conditions. This means that ingrained prejudices can be dissolved by the need for unity and the lack of confidence we all experience can be overcome by the process of organising together and realising our own power.

Of course, the world is very different now to the world Marx inhabited. The names of the rich have changed, their corporations have new names, the commodities that drive the world market are different, but the fundamental processes of competition and exploitation remain the same. Capitalism holds out a promise of development and innovation and simultaneously subordinates the potential of more productive technology to intensifying exploitation and inequality. As Marx observed in 1856, ‘On the one hand, there have started into life industrial and scientific forces, which no epoch of the former human history had ever suspected. On the other hand, there exist symptoms of decay, far surpassing the horrors recorded of the latter times of the Roman Empire. In our days, everything seems pregnant with its contrary: Machinery, gifted with the wonderful power of shortening and fructifying human labour, we behold starving and overworking it; The newfangled sources of wealth, by some strange, weird spell, are turned into sources of want; The victories of art seem bought by the loss of character. At the same pace that mankind masters nature, man seems to become enslaved to other men or to his own infamy… All our invention and progress seem to result in endowing material forces with intellectual life, and in stultifying human life into a material force’. Marx’s description could apply perfectly to the uses and abuses of AI today.

The commodities which we produce take on a life of their own. Markets appear to be like the weather, their vacillations the product of unknowable forces rather than investors and speculators. The institutions which are supposed to regulate and support our ways of life are experienced as hostile bureaucracies far beyond human control. This leads to what has been called Capitalist Realism, the difficulty of envisaging an alternative way of organising society. This generates apathy and cynicism. It seems easier to imagine the end of the world than the end of capitalism. But as the great Sc-Fi writer Ursula LaGuin commented, ‘We live in capitalism. Its power seems inescapable. So did the divine right of kings. Any human power can be resisted and changed by human beings’.

We can understand why people despair and turn to scapegoating, to building walls, to blaming people born somewhere else for failing health and welfare provision. But what we cannot forgive is the pound shop Enoch Powells who ‘say the unsayable’ on all the multiple media platforms they access to point their fingers at desperate people fleeing in small boats while welcoming those who come in luxury yachts. Politicians who refuse to pledge the money for new hospitals and schools wage a phony war on ‘woke’ to deflect attention from their own failings. Today, one half of Tory Party members believe Islam is a threat to the British way of life. But it was not Muslims who crashed the economy, it was not refugees who murderously mismanaged COVID, it was not trans people who passed a budget so disastrous we are still paying for it. They are not responsible for the fact that today some 4.2 million children, and 48 percent of children from Black and ethnic minority backgrounds live in poverty, according to the Child Poverty Action Group.

We need hope, a confidence that things can change. The heart of the Marxism is the idea that the self-emancipation of the working-class is the act of the working-class. Parliament presents a nauseating spectacle of scapegoating, of the lurch towards authoritarianism and surveillance and a desperate scramble to save lucrative careers and pensions. We’ve heard a lot about ‘mobs’ on London’s streets. There is a mob in Britain, a mob seeking to undermine parliament democracy, but it thrives within parliament, with the lobbyists, the corrupt MPs, the revolving door between parliament and corporations. Keir Starmer seeks to blackmail us into voting for him with threats of a Tory revival, but thousands of people want and demand something better.

Behind parliamentary pantomimes there is a deeper problem. The real power in society cannot be tamed or controlled by parliament. The power lies with the huge multinationals that can take their money in and out of countries and use this to bully elected governments to do their bidding. It also lies with the state which is far beyond democratic control and serves the interests of the rich and powerful.

People will say that the system has fundamentally changed since Marx’s day. The names of the capitalists and their companies have changed, but the dynamics of the system remain the same. The richest 10 percent own 78 percent of the world’s wealth and produce an astonishing 48 percent of carbon emissions. Expropriating their wealth would be an effective and instantaneous route to tackling climate change. The richest man in the world is Bernard Arnault who is worth $211 billion. He does not make kidney machines, or water purifiers or vaccines – he makes clothes and cosmetics. Elon Musk is worth $180 billion, Jeff Bezos is worth $114 billion, Larry Ellison, a software developer, is worth $107 billion and Warren Buffett, an investor who has never actually created anything, is worth $106 billion. Their fortunes were not made by hard work, or by making the world better for anyone, but by gambling and the ruthless exploitation of others’ creativity. We still make their wealth, whether in textile factories, call centres, Amazon redistribution centres, car plants or cobalt mines.

The global working class is the collective class, a class that shares common interests across industries, regions and countries. It is the class that transforms itself as it transforms society. The working-class has demonstrated its capacity to organise society in a different way, through democratic planning of production and reshaping resources to meet human needs. Imagine how we could use Amazon distribution networks to support health care provision.

We have always had to organise and fight for our freedoms. From the Tolpuddle Martyrs to the Chartists and Suffragettes, the basic rights we enjoy today were never granted by benevolent leaders; they were fought for by people prepared to break the law to win change. In 1916, the great Polish socialist Rosa Luxemburg said that society faced a choice between socialism or barbarism. Barbarism is here but so is hope – in the Black Lives Matter movement, in the mass movement in solidarity with Gaza and in global resistance to inequality, injustice and climate change.

A Person With his Pants Down

The mountains are scared when it’s dark. And the walls of Auschwitz.


08/04/2024

When I was 6 years old, my friend invited me to his birthday party. I solemnly carried the cake with candles into the room. Someone turned off the lights. I fell. It was funny.

On my 31st birthday, I seriously wanted to go to Auschwitz. I settled just 33 kilometers away from it –  in a Polish mining town that was the complete opposite of my hometown.

Everything in this town reminded me of Auschwitz. I didn’t end up there on my birthday, but much later, on the last day of my stay in that region, after I had finished working on the first draft of THE MINING BOYS.

“Easy Does It” Jack Balas

When I left my home on the day the war began, I took a few books with me. One of them was a concentration camp guard’s diary. I bought this book along with a book about Ancient Rome Empire to understand history and figure out if there would really be a war between Russia and Ukraine. But as usual, I approached the matter too pragmatically. I could have skipped Rome and focused on the last 3 decades instead.

And yet, when I was hiding in western Ukraine from the war, only the diary of a guard from a concentration camp remained with me. The diary stayed with me because it an English translation. The other books were in Russian, and I had to throw them away to save myself. Since childhood I’ve been wary of people who mistreat books. And now my own hand tossed two brand-new books into the trash with leftover hot dog wrappers, used tea bags, and hopes for the end of the military conflict.

I visited Auschwitz with a friend. They gave us headphones, and for about 3 hours, we were led around the vast territory of fear. I expected to be terrified, but there was no terror. I prepared myself to feel disgust towards all humanity after the trip to Auschwitz, but I didn’t feel anything like that. Numbness. Yeah, numbness! That’s what it was. Just like in the Pink Floyd song ‘Comfortably Numb.’

“Latest News (If I Could Talk)” Jack Balas

During the 9 months I spent in Ukraine during the war, I saw how people willingly embraced sudden power. I witnessed crowds eager to submit to authority in under high stress. I heard kids expressing hatred towards men because their dads had already died, yet for some reason these so-called men were still alive. So where is the justice?

After these 9 months, Auschwitz didn’t scare me, but it turned out to be a logical continuation of mass hatred. Hatred has no nationality, no rational reasons. Hatred is an emotion that people often delegate control over to someone else.

When the guide led us to the crematorium and began to explain how it functioned, I could easily imagine the kind guard from the Lviv office where I lived for 2.5 months, innocently pushing bodies into the oven while shrugging his shoulders. It’s an order. The responsibility for the order lies not with the one who carries it out, but with the one who gives it. And then the friendly subway attendant came to collect shoes. Hello, Maria, what time do you finish today?

My friend and I saw salvation from inhuman hatred in Western culture. Whether American or European, Western culture puts the person at the forefront, not the state apparatus. Even if this person has his pants down.

Because we both saw salvation in culture, my friend constantly tried to distract himself from the unpleasant stories of the guide by looking at paintings. They show us the crematorium ovens, and my friend stares at his phone. They lead us to the wall where executions took place, and my friend is again glued to his phone.

I ask, “What are you looking at?”

He smiles and shows me brilliant works by an American artist.

“This is Jack Balas.” My friend says his name with such a facial expression as though it vibrated on his tongue, bringing physical pleasure.

“Scenic Route” Jack Balas

Jack Balas. Ridiculous as a couch against the backdrop of mountains. Quirky as a fish stuck in a basketball hoop. Jack Balas. A contemporary artist. It’s so hard to get excited about contemporary artists. And so, I came across his work in such an unexpected place – within the walls of a concentration camp.

Perhaps I managed to discern Jack Balas’ talent precisely because of Auschwitz. Beautiful paintings become even more beautiful in a horrific place. Contrast. Pumped-up guys. Healthy bodies, demonstrating with all their might a thirst for life. And suddenly, our guide pulls out a tablet and shows us pictures of emaciated bodies of concentration camp prisoners.

In one of Jack Balas’ paintings, a man hugs a snow-covered mountain. I was that mountain. It was important for me to have someone hug me.

My phone vibrates. Unknown number. I answer. I hear Ukrainian. There are almost no people around me who speak Ukrainian. And certainly, none who could call me using Ukrainian. This stranger turned out to be a representative of the Ukrainian military enlistment office. He introduced himself and asked if I wanted to come in to update my information in their registry. I didn’t want to. I hung up.

Just a second ago I was a mountain, and now I’m 6 again and someone has turned off the lights.

I wanted to throw away my phone. Drown it in the sewer, let the sewage carry it away farther than I could reach on foot.

The military officer called me in Auschwitz! Damn it. Damn! In Poland. I thought they couldn’t reach me anymore, but the enemy is nearby – in my pocket, in my phone. Touching my soft ear with its unwelcome voice. Boldly touching. Nah… I won’t give you my life, sir. One evil extended its hand to another evil, merging in a handshake in my ear canal. I won’t contribute to the war in any form. Just as people in stressful situations seek salvation in the orders of a tyrant, I sought salvation in culture, wanting to cling to a human with his pants down.

My friend asks who called, then immediately shows me another painting by Jack Balas. A mountain gets better when another mountain hugs it. Especially if it’s a warm mountain of muscles.

“Rainbow” Jack Balas

 

 

This piece is a part of  a series, The Mining Boy Notes, published on Mondays and authored by Ilya Kharkow, a writer from Ukraine. For more information about Ilya Kharkow, see his website. You can support his work by buying him a coffee.